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Worthy Work

by Noelle Beverly

A bookshelf of notebooks
a fraction of the notebooks I’ve filled with ponderings, queries, and ideas…

Why bother writing today? What is all this effort for? Why should I keep filling and making books?

These questions have been slinking in and curling up in my mind lately. In an era when it feels like all light and joy and freedom are getting speedily sucked out of this nation and the world, my insistence on making space for a creative practice seems frivolous and selfish, not to mention exhausting.

Still, I keep plodding on. Deadlines push me forward. A company of writer-friends, who encourage and commiserate, pull me through the jungle of doubt. And, on most days, I like what I do when I manage to do it. It feels better to make something than to wallow and worry.

I’m learning to be content with this—writing for my own satisfaction and delight. I would love to find a home for my books, perhaps an audience, but those goals can’t be the why of why I write. Right now, I don’t really have much extra time and energy to keep questing after an agent or publisher, but I’m trying not to let that stop me from moving my projects forward. I’ve found some inspiration for this predicament in an interesting place (or rather, time) …1925.

I’m fortunate to have an interesting day job working at a local history museum, and some colleagues and I recently put together an exhibit that looks back 100 years to 1925. Although the exhibit focuses on social life, the artifacts and stories we’re featuring point to a strong sub-theme: exuberant, irrepressible creative expression. One artifact in particular speaks to this: the Mayo Bass Scrapbook.

  • Scrapbook page from the 1920s with hand-tinted photos of a woman with a parasol
  • Scrapbook page from the 1920s, with stamps, cut out post marks, and a photo
  • Scrapbook page from the 1920s with notes and cut out images
  • Scrapbook page from the 1920s, including cigarette butts
  • a scrapbook page from the 1920s, including an image of a woman working a math problem on a chalkboard

Lynchburg native, Mayo Leola Bass, was a young teenage girl still in high school when she began collecting the various papers and pieces that floated into her life and assembling those bits into a scrapbook. She mingled hand-tinted photographs with bright-colored bridge cards, programs, invitations, and party favors. She pasted letters and newspaper articles next to cut out post marks, and dance tickets. One page is filled with the stubs of cigarettes, with the name of each smoker carefully noted beside it. Comprised of ephemera—scraps literally intended to disappear—the scrapbook still has value and meaning 100 years later. It speaks.

The pieces Mayo Bass selected and saved could have just as easily ended up in the trash bin. I imagine someone might have even told her so. But she chose to save them and the result is remarkable. Pages and pages of seemingly inconsequential bits and pieces, which together add up to so much more—a provocative, funny, and informative record of a life. Thanks to this artifact, I feel like I know something about the young woman who created it, as well as the essence and flavor of that time she lived in and that place.

Mayo Bass Scrapbook page, featuring bridge cards and place cards.
A page from the Mayo Bass Scrapbook, ca. 1925, courtesy of the Lynchburg Museum

The Mayo Bass Scrapbook, in my opinion, is a piece of art as much as an historical artifact. It is an artfully made collage of the concerns and delights of a young woman living in the 1920s. My guess—Mayo Bass never dreamed anyone would see her creation that way. She likely made it solely for her own satisfaction. Perhaps, also for her daughters to peruse and enjoy one day. But for it to end up on display in a museum as the touchstone for an entire exhibit 100 years later? I bet she would have flicked the ash off her cigarette and laughed at the idea.

Mayo Bass didn’t know the future of her scrapbook or how it would be valued or perceived. This thought encourages me. It also encourages me to think of her cutting and pasting, creating an enchanting object, all just to suit herself. We don’t know the future of our creative work. But if one person finds delight in it, even if it is the artist herself, I think that’s enough. To make something beautiful, or provocative, or funny, even just to please ourselves, is worthy work.

The Mayo Bass Scrapbook will be on display at the Lynchburg Museum, 901 Court Street, through March 31, 2025.


Noelle Beverly writes poetry and prose, supports local writers in the surrounding community, and is a member of the BACCA Literary groupPhotos by author.

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What Spooks a Writer?

shadows and graffiti of a spooky girl with pigtails
Graffiti, shadows; Downtown Lynchburg; ca. 2018

It’s time to face my fears. There’s something about this time of year that inspires me to confront them—those monsters that are nipping at my ankles and threatening to tear apart my creative work.

When I think of the traditional fears that haunt and beleaguer writers, a few boogeymen jump to mind:

Fear of rejection. Fear of deadlines. Fear of the blank page.

Though formidable, for me these phenomena have lost their boo—not because I have extraordinary courage, but because I’ve had time to study them more closely.

At this point, after submitting my work and searching for agents for the last two decades, rejection is an old (annoying) acquaintance. It used to derail me, but now I find I’m inoculated to the word “no.” Rejection is unpleasant, but it can’t paralyze me anymore. After facing dozens and dozens of deadlines, I’ve learned that they’re tools for making progress. As I’ve explored here, even the ultimate deadline, death, can drive us to finish what we’ve started and meet our goals. As for the blank page, well, that’s where all my ideas are born. Anything can happen on a blank page, so now when I stare at a fresh sheet of paper I just feel excited.

Even though I’ve faced some fears, there are still a few things that scare me. It’s time to get out the flashlight and have a look at what’s lurking beneath the bed.

doorknocker with a face

Fear of The Knock at the Door

Time is the most contested of my resources. In this era of my life, interruptions, even emergencies, are a constant reality. If I want to produce anything, creative time has to be prioritized, pried out, and protected with ferocity. When I’m chasing down an elusive idea or image, any interruption, even a friendly one, can derail this somewhat fragile process. So, when I’m in my studio enjoying one of those rare hours that I’ve set aside for creative work, I find myself bracing for the knock at the door.

Fear of Godzilla’s little brother

I bet you know him, that kid on the playground that came along and kicked your tower down before you’d even finished building it. Writers are prone to this little monster, too. Sharing work before it’s ready is dangerous business. Feedback, if carefully crafted and delivered, is essential for writers. However, thoughtful critique is a very different creature from carelessly formed criticism. Godzilla’s little brother has no interest in helping you make your writing better, he just wants to topple your work mid-progress, flog your ideas before they’ve fully taken shape, and tear your project apart without taking any time to understand it.

Fear of Creativity Vampires

These folk can be hard to spot sometimes; they are very good with disguises. They might take the form of a family member, a friend, a coworker. But, there is a foolproof way to know if you have one in your life—after you spend time with a creativity vampire, you feel depleted and devoid of ideas. Your time, your energy, are spent fixing their problems, jumping to their aid, maybe even propping up their fragile egos. This time and energy (which could have been channeled into your creative work) flows in one direction only—straight to the vampire. If you need help or encouragement, you won’t get it from one of them.

a ripped sticker of two faces
Found art; Asheville; ca. 2022

Fear of The Poacher

Finding inspiration in another writer’s work is natural. Imitation can be a wonderful learning tool, but on occasion, I’ve encountered a person who takes it a step too far. This person is The Poacher—a person who lets someone else do the heavy lifting of creation and then reaps some of the rewards. They recognize a good idea, steal it, then make a quick replica and pass it off as their own. I identified my first Poacher in eighth grade art class after she ripped off the central governing idea of an image I’d been working on in my sketchbook. Looking at her “version” of my idea, I felt disappointed and deflated. Good ideas require time, energy, and often a unique point of view. Sure, there may be nothing new under the sun, but if you manage to generate something that feels fresh, seeing it immediately duplicated by someone else feels like a sucker punch or a theft.

Why Look for Monsters?

Well, now I can see what I’m fighting. Monsters that lurk in the dark often seem bigger than they really are. Shining a light on them brings clarity and definition. When I look over the list I’ve created, it’s clear that my fears all point back to the same problem—I need stronger boundaries around my creative work. I need to find ways to protect my time. I need to make sure that the people in my inner circle are trustworthy and respectful. Easy to say…much harder to do. Still, it feels better to know than to sit, afraid, in the dark.

Dangers to creative expression hunker in every corner. I might be vulnerable to some that others are not. Have you looked at what lurks in the shadows lately? What haunts you and your creative work?


Noelle Beverly writes poetry and prose, interprets local history at the Lynchburg Museum, and is a member of the BACCA Literary groupPhotos by author.

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On Writing the Truth

A layered image, looking through the window into the interior of a house built in the 1790s. Image shows interior view, reflection of outside, and silhouette of the photographer.
Creating layers… through the window of the Miller-Claytor House, the oldest surviving house in Lynchburg, built ca. 1790.

I never thought I’d enjoy being forced to write the truth. Fiction is my first love, and even within that genre, I especially love exploring the blurred edge between the real and the mythic. But I’ve been working for a museum and as part of that work, writing and telling true stories about people that lived, places that exist, events that unfolded. Even though there are limitations that come with sticking to the truth, I’m finding history writing to be a powerful way to communicate some of the themes I care about.

I’ve written here about the creative potential of form—how limits can push or propel a writer into a greater set of ideas, a more rigorous or intense result that full freedom might not have prompted. Writing to share history is something like writing within a form. There are parameters and a set of facts that cannot be embroidered or mislaid. But within those boundaries, and using some of the same skills I employ in my creative projects, I find so much potential.

Every story, true or not, is more effective if it achieves an arc: a provocative beginning, an intense middle, and a satisfying or stunning end. Interpreting history seems to be about finding the perfect arrangement of truths to achieve this shape. Without a shape holding them together, facts can be difficult to hold onto. In this process of arrangement, my perspective is essential. Every interpretation conveyed through a different storyteller is unique. Even while tethered to the truth, as I frame anecdotes, layer details, find connections, and create subtle shifts in focus, I make a story my own.

Finally, working with true stories is satisfying because I see it making a tangible difference. At the museum, we are committed to finding narratives that have been forgotten or written over, stories of the marginalized that, until lately, have remained untold. I’m seeing these stories reach an audience in real time as I give guided walking tours, or put together themed exhibits.

As much as I’ve enjoyed this experience, I’m not abandoning my first love. In fact, I’m longing to dive back into my own invented worlds now more than ever. While sharing history, I’m allowed to provoke but not predict. I can make connections between people or objects or places in the past, but I can’t leap forward and apply those connections to the precarious future.

To warn, to predict, to leap intuitively to what might come next—this is the purview of the poet, the inventor of worlds. There will always be a need to look at and learn from the past, but there is also the need for a different kind of storyteller, too, a need for those writers on the frontier, looking forward, bringing powerful truths back from what they foresee.


Noelle Beverly writes poetry and prose, interprets local history at the Lynchburg Museum, and is a member of the BACCA Literary groupPhoto by author.

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Good Tools: The Lateral Leap

Silhouette of a child leaping.

Photo by @bedneyimages from Freepik

If I really want to make forward progress, I might have to move to the side. I don’t mean step aside, as in bow out or leave. I’m referring to a strategic lateral, or sideways, shift. Sometimes, I find I can change the limitations of my world with a strong leap—out of one way of thinking and into another.

You know those scenes in a movie where the protagonist is desperately trying to run away from some huge thing barreling behind him? A boulder, a train, a troll? Do you also find yourself yelling at that protagonist? Just jump to the side, for the love of all things good and holy, jump to the side!! Or is that just me? If dude would just think (while he’s running for his life) and make a quick leap to one side or the other, the huge thing would barrel on in its track. Big things don’t pivot easily or quickly—but we can!

For years now, I’ve thought of the lateral shift as one of the most powerful tools that any person can acquire and develop. It is the quickest and most joyful way to something fresh, original, unexpected. We have other terms for this. The epiphany. The eureka moment.

Sometimes these moments happen so quickly that we think it’s an accident, or a twist of fate, or divine intervention that brought us there. But our minds, I believe, love to leap. If we let them. I think kids do this naturally and all the time. They play with big ideas, allow them to collide together. They see endless potential in every facet of the world they encounter. They transform the everyday (cardboard box, abandoned shack, pretty rock) into powerful possibility (a ship, a mansion, a jewel). They do this for the sake of joy and play.

As we grow up, maybe we abandon this practice because we think we have to stay in our lanes, follow the prescribed track to the big prize. Pay our dues and all that. I don’t think we really forget, however, how important it is make the lateral leap. How often are we asked to “think out of the box” to come up with a solution? Yep, the lateral shift is so old that there are cliched phrases built around it and it’s so powerful and valued that we hear those phrases all the time.

Transformed wine cages.

Three ways of looking at a wine cage. Photo by author.

What does a lateral shift look like in practical terms? Never one thing—that’s the beauty of it. A lateral shift idea is often simple, but always fresh. Like opening a door that wasn’t there before. It might be finding an alternate use for an every day object. Finding a different route to the same old destination. Or using space in an innovative way. Or making use of a pocket of time that seemed empty or wasted before.

In a great narrative, the lateral leap is a twist so good that you never could have seen it coming the first time around. A regular twist might be that, out of all the suspects, the murderer is the most innocent-looking one. A really good twist (with some lateral work going on behind it) is that all the suspects collaborated to commit a crime—no one is innocent.

I think of it as an elegant swerve. A simple solution that no one thought of before because they were only thinking in one direction, with all of their prejudices and preconceived ideas left unchallenged.

I’ve been pursuing lateral thinking ever since I discovered the “two minute mystery,” a misnomer since solving one might take an afternoon unless you have at least one smart friend working on it with you.

A woman walks into a bar and asks for a glass of water. The bartender pulls out a gun. The woman says “thank you,” and leaves. What happened?

If you know, you know. The answer is the easiest thing. It’s just…getting there. It requires a leap to the side. (I don’t believe in offering spoilers or giving answers away, but if you want to work on this mystery with me, leave a comment below.) The solution to these puzzles often comes after you’ve been chipping away at it with yes or no questions for some time. But not as part of a logical progression forward (necessarily). It’s usually a little sideways leap that gets you there. A moment when you confront certain assumptions that you’ve been harboring—and decide to let them go so you can step into broader possibilities.

I’m honing my lateral thinking skills right now for the sake of my current protagonist—Vi, a brilliant 9 ½ -year-old, who lives in a house that is like a giant puzzle box. In some ways this story has been easy to write. I can hear the characters talking to each other, so dialog almost writes itself. Other scenes, where I have to get Vi into a part of the house that she’s never discovered before, are much more challenging. To help her find a secret corridor or hidden panel, I really have to labor. I have to think about architecture (not my field) and physics (also not). Then, I’m sweating…until I remember that maybe I could just leap.


Noelle Beverly writes poetry and prose, supports local writers in the surrounding community, and is a member of the BACCA Literary group.

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Resources: Critiquing, Simplifying, and Ending ~ Plus Some Hope

Here are some of the best pieces of advice I’ve seen, bundled together as summer bounty for writers in the Northern Hemisphere. Are you planning on taking time off? Hard at work? Both? See what works for you here:

Beginners Mind

Start simple.
Image by Arek Socha from Pixabay

BACCA’s own Noelle Beverly put this evergreen blog post together a while ago for our website, after working on an internal document for our critique group. I notice that I keep sharing the link with other writers! Noelle’s apparently simple approach to critiquing the written work of another is powerful.

I begin with this: everything is intentional. I assume the writer has something in mind and figuring that out is my first job.
~ Noelle Beverly

Noelle has given us invaluable, humility-inducing advice and I recommend it to your attention. Take in this state of mind first, before starting to think critically about the pages you’ve received from a fellow writer.

Is This Necessary?

single flower blossom on a white background

Less is more.
Image by Glenn A Lucas from Pixabay

Are you overwhelmed? Desperate for ways to pare down the obligations, shoulds, lists, expectations, and self-flogging? Creativity coach LA Bourgeois (here’s her guest blog about Kaizen Muse for my website) in a recent newsletter advises us to “Chop wood, carry water. This phrase means to focus on simple acts and perform them to the best of your ability. Do NOTHING extra.”

Before you take any action, ask yourself if it is necessary to complete to maintain your body, spirit, heart, and work commitments. If the answer is yes, move forward. If no, move on to the next task.
~ LA Bourgeois

LA’s guidance may ring true for you as it does for me. I’m even considering – gasp – abandoning to-do lists during my time off next month.

Is This the End, My Friend?

empty road in the mountains, with the words "FINISH" painted on the road surface and "START" superimposed above it.

Which is it?
Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay

Are you struggling with the ending to a piece of writing? George Saunders in one of his first public “Office Hours” essays provides ten ways to think about endings. While he’s speaking to short stories, I can see many of these ideas applying in other creative contexts as well.

Consider that, if you’re having trouble with your ending – you’re not.  Your issue is actually the beginning and/or middle of the story.
~ George Saunders

Saunders tells of a class he taught when non-writing-major undergrads all knew which elements of a Vonnegut story needed to be addressed to achieve a satisfactory conclusion. This gives me hope.

Not Made for These Times?

To wrap up, for those readers who, like me, are feeling swamped, struggling to move forward in the wake of so many cruel, baffling, unconscionable decisions from the US Supreme Court and elsewhere: Buddhist psychologist Tara Brach provided a podcast episode for us. “Navigating the Dark Ages” acknowledges the current environment and offers ways to keep going, finding and making meaning along the way with a sense of connectedness to others and participation in the long arc of human history. Give it a listen.

— A M Carley writes fiction and nonfiction, and is a founding member of BACCA. Through Anne Carley Creative she provides creative coaching and full-service editing to writers and other creative people. Decks of her 52 FLOAT Cards for Writers are available from Amazon. Anne’s writer handbook, FLOAT • Becoming Unstuck for Writers, is available for purchase from central Virginia booksellers, at Bookshop.org, and on Amazon

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Editing and Publishing

Continuing my exploration last time here of the nature of editing, I’m back to write about a new adventure that extended editing into publishing. I’m an editor who became a publisher for my friend and fellow BACCA writer, Andrea Fisher Rowland.

More than a year ago, Andrea and I began to work together to get her poetry collection, Family Album, polished and published. After completing the final touches on the manuscript, we also put our heads together about a cover for the book. I gave her several choices to use as starting points, and she picked her favorite, from which I made a final cover. Over the months that we worked on Family Album, Andrea learned that, contrary to expectations, her illness had taken a turn, and that she would not be expected to live much longer. We doubled down, to make sure the poems were ready for publication as soon as possible.

front cover of Family Album
Family Album, the poetry collection

I decided to offer Andrea a publishing deal. The “deal” was unconventional in several ways, and not a typical commercial publishing agreement. But as her friend, I knew how important it was to Andrea that her collection be available to the public, and I knew how to make it happen. Some years ago, I inherited a small music education publisher, which I still operate. I also published my own writer handbook, FLOAT, and through my business I have advised and assisted numerous authors who publish their own work independently. I figured these experiences qualified me to extend the offer to Andrea. Her delighted response told me I had made a good decision.

Then Andrea asked me to publish her novel, High Tide, as well. I was familiar with the first half of the story, because I’d been reading it section by section as Andrea sent it to BACCA for our monthly critiques. Time was not on our side, however, and the work of polishing the novel extended past its author’s lifetime. Dorene Fisher worked with Andrea during her final days to review the text line by line, and after Andrea’s passing, Dorene and I continued. The language of Andrea’s novel is exceptionally sensitive and poetic, so we editors focused on sustaining the author’s tone and light touch, while adjusting for chronological continuity. Happy byproducts of this effort include a new friendship for Dorene and me (thanks, Andrea!) and a lovely sense that Andrea has been in the room with us, cheering us on and providing guidance. BACCA writer Noelle Beverly did us the great honor of reading through the edited version and making important and useful suggestions, and both Noelle and Carolyn O’Neal provided extensive moral support.

Front cover of High Tide
High Tide, the novel

Andrea died in June of this year, after holding Family Album in her hands. At her sister’s request, I also gave Andrea a version of High Tide, its cover inspired by her request for imagery of two swans in flight and a blue and gold color palette. As publisher, I also needed to tick the requisite legal boxes, turn the edited manuscript into a print-ready book, get ISBNs assigned, and complete the numerous other behind-the-scenes tasks that precede any publication. Now, after a summer of work, I expect to receive the first printed proof of High Tide any day now. Soon it will be out in the world, ready for its reading public.

Accordingly, we’ve put together two events to celebrate the publication of both of Andrea’s books. All are welcome to attend. My fellow BACCA writers play an essential role here, as well, since Noelle Beverly and Bethany Carlson Farris have each extended themselves to make these events possible, on Saturday morning, 7 December at Baine’s Books & Coffee (Scottsville, VA) and on Tuesday evening, 12 November at Renaissance School (Charlottesville, VA) respectively.

For details about both events, follow this link! Be sure to save the dates in your calendars. Both events promise to be warm, regardless of the outdoor temperatures.

With gratitude to Andrea for entrusting me with her work, to my co-editor and friend Dorene Fisher, to Andrea’s kind family, to BACCA for the warm support we have come to rely upon from one another, and to future readers everywhere, thank you, all.

photo of Andrea
Andrea Fisher Rowland

— A M Carley writes fiction and nonfiction, and is a founding member of BACCA. Through Anne Carley Creative she provides creative coaching and full-service editing to writers and other creative people. Decks of her 52 FLOAT Cards for Writers are available from Amazon. Anne’s writer handbook, FLOAT • Becoming Unstuck for Writers, is available for purchase from Central Virginia booksellers, at Bookshop.org, and on Amazon. #becomingunstuck